if i don’t get out of this house and far far far away from my family right now i don’t know what i’m going to do but it probably won’t be good. i swear to god i’m so fucking done with being treated like this and i’m so done with how i hate being at home and i hate how i lie to everyone’s faces every day when they ask how i am or how life’s been because no i’m not fucking happy or okay and no life has not been good, it’s impossible to be happy when you’re treated like absolute shit all the fucking time. home isn’t home anymore, home feels like a prison and i can’t stand this anymore, i really really can’t
i swear if it wasn’t for my friends i would have lost it by now, they’re the only thing keeping me here. it just sucks that i can’t be happy unless i’m with them because my family does everything they can to make sure i’m as miserable as possible.
so who wants to come over to my house for the Super Bowl next Sunday?!
but like seriously, my family always has huuuge super bowl parties and it’s generally awkward for me because my cousins always come but they literally don’t talk at all and now that I have a beautiful new TV in my room I want some friends here with me to watch the game and explain what’s going on since I still don’t completely understand football.
and also I just don’t want to be stuck trying to make conversation with my cousins because they just don’t talk back, no matter how hard I try to make them comfortable :(
“To me, music is a spirit. It heals. Its an amazing thing to be loved and appreciated, and sometimes, music has not just my best friend, its been my only friend. I hope my music can be a small piece of that for everyone who listens.”—Hunter Hayes (via oh-mylovelies)
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you don’t try to act like you care now because you don’t, you never did and I’m so sick of you and I would be so happy if I never saw you again and never had to deal with how shitty you make me feel about myself. I so regret everything I did with you and I swear you make me more mad than anyone else can. Fuck you.
the world:hey man we've got some really serious problems like global warming and mass economic failure and riots and genocide and aids and cancer and your healthcare system is shit so maybe we should get to work
US government:sit down I have to stop people from sharing things online